i’m unpacking more things here at the house. i thought it messy before, but i was sorely mistaken. i’m completely emptied out three boxes and still have a zillion to go! not quite, but boy it feels that way! i’m still searching for that “perfect” wordpress layout - one that allows add-sense and widgets. i’m also on a quest to find an awesome non-div myspace layout. i wish i had time to sit down and configure one (as well as a word press one for that matter), but with everything i’m already doing there’s just no way!! :/

i’ve gotten the baby’s room halfway cleared out. hopefully we’ll be able to start flooring it very soon. i also have to re-paint it. then when that’s done it’s onto the guest room and bathroom after which our house will be completely done!! i can’t believe how close we finally are to being finished. i will never, ever gut a house out and re-do it again. if we ever even move again it’ll be because we build our dream house - end of story, seriously.

i took my nose ring out this past week. it’s so weird not having it! i do miss it, but i feel like my face isn’t so cluttered now. my labret is staying of course. there’s no way i could ever part with it again. it’s pure love. i have an appointment to get my sleeve started on the 28th, but i have to call my artist and reschedule for either a sunday in july or sometime in august. i’m bummed that i have to put it off, but we’re having famiy here from california and i have to spend time with them!!!

i’m trying to get my widgets to work correctly. &&& i’m extremely tired and have to get up early tomorrow for another long day at work. things just aren’t adding up.

is thinking about you

it might even be me.

wayd ended up having a virus in his eye, in other words i was right - it’s red eye. i’m sitting here at my computer downloading a few expansion packs for sims 2. nothing important to update on really. i’m deeply in love. with my husband. duh! & sometimes it feels like i’m going to explode from it. he makes me heart beat crazily when he gives me those sweet sideways smiles. his eyes always say, “i love you”, even now with one so red. lol. silly? yeah. i’m in some sort of mood. in a few hours i plan on going over to our house to finish with the painting. then we’ll be moving in tomorrow! how exciting!?!!?!

who we were isn’t lost, before we were us
indigo in his own, blue always knew this
if the rain has to separate from itself
does it say, “pick out your cloud”

here it is already after eleven. i’ve only been home for about twenty minutes now and i’ve managed to start the dishwasher and washing machine. thus begins my busy night. eight hours of work then it’s time for some house work before bed. i don’t mind though, not really - sometimes i’d like to and granted if my husband is feeling good and doesn’t help out i do get irritated! he isn’t though, feeling good that is. he has something going on with his left eye it’s alot like “red eye”. that’s right, red eye, not pink eye. it started with just alot pf pressure then it began to look like a blood vessel had exploded. now he’s gotten severely sensitive to light, i have to turn the lights off if i see him coming into a room because it hurts him so bad. he’s in alot of pain, so i mad him an appointment with an optometrist for tomorrow morning. i have to drive him of course, so i can’t stay up until 0400 like i usually do every night - not that i mind.

so, as you may have noticed, this is my new domain. i’ve been off of the website/domain scene for quite a while now. i still have my livejournal and will be writing here and there although not always the same things on each.

the hardest part about growing, changing and maturing is realizing that the people you thought you knew aren’t who they seemed to be.